alexa-jangan kau lepas:))

Assgnment n assGnment!!

Goush!!!
tirEd..pRessUrE..tEnsIoN...
warghhhhh...i feel lyke wat..
SISTEM ELEKTRONIK
menyusahkan..
i'm SISWI OKE
sEE..wAt can i say ..
mEmanG tirEd bEbEno..
Mkn Pown c..
Gagow an assgnment!!
cHenTha atIey ku wAt dUnnoE an kU
tLg lh..
i'm rili tired 2 said dat i'm rili in luv w u
mox nangisss..
meroYan pown da...
huhu
bah2 later update udik!!
ILY SYGG!!!!

POLYTECH

ku dh melangkah dunia bawu

dengan sa ssh atiey

:-p

huhu

Ku dh pey PMU pown!!

tired.. menyampah..stress..

naet ataz twon bawah..

sungguh dan tersungguh nya

ku terseksa

haha

hYperactive oF ledY

HEY ! HEY ! HEY ! HEY !
HAPPY NEW YEAR OIII ! 

Lambat uPdate

gila.gila.gila
azam ku bkn gila kehh :D .
jangan risau kamo . :D
wey!wey !
azam ku kan ? kn ?
kn 2010 :D . 19 COME :D
huu . yahh . hpe ku pat pa yg ku mao lululaa . oh.oh .
ngee ~!
oii! ku ritok dlm tekanan GILA xD.
ku .ku .ku . c SABAAAAAAAAAAA .
2010 DOE :DDDDDD
haha . xcited gilaaaa! hahaha .
yala otak mok d'update tok .haha .
erggghh ! talk about update .
want update my BLOG .
hehehe . get new picca ! i mean picture laa .
OHH MY GODD !!!
u noe that i hope 2010 . i can be wit sum1 i need
uhhh . berangan saja saya ini baa . apuu !
*malu.shy.malu*
HAHA . HAHA. HAHA .
*TALK ABOUT  STUDY*
ohhh ! i'm not ready .
NO.NO.NO .
want more enjoyy !
ohh . plsss! enjoy lagi baa .
tidak.tidak . saya tidak suka .
but i have to study laa .
coz . STUDY is important for me .
HUUU !
*GEGURLS DO THE BEST OKE ITO YAW*
yahh . noe laa . HAHA .
:D :D .
gumbiree ! gumbiree ! .
NOW .
*TALK ABOUT LOVE *
yess . i'm double .
soo . don't care laa ;| .
bkn urusan kowrng ! kn ?
mun ku jual mahal . ? suka.ty ku laa .
aokk .! tao ku x kck baa .
mok jual mahal ? MAKASEHH !
bgus jual mahal . dr ku jual dirik !
kn ? HAHA .
*EMO*
HAHA . lol ! talk bout my love .

wat can i say 

i luv him very much

emo alu . haha .
lawak.lawak .lawak !!
*NOW LET's TALK BOUT FRIEND&LADIES SESION*
FRIENDS
uhh . friend . ilove all my friend . u that . idk .!!
kawan an suma urg baa . xda plh2 :D
i'm sorry laa . mun daa molah slh an cdak .
i noe that i'm not ur true friend .
COe ! COe !
mybe 2010 . i can be ur true friend .
:D :D

LADIES SESSION
sedia . 4 Ladies sesion ?
yahh . READY gilak udh kmk tok .
haha . xsaba.saba gk kmk baa . sygg :D

ketensionan yang melanda si gadis...

hari demi hari ♥

Today i want write my bolg . fade up udh an ny ehh ! i no laa u yar ensem doe . p. fade up udh ku an sumatox koe tao x . bencik naa jwak ku ehh . erghh ! eermm . someone help me "" . i need love ;( . i can died . haha . nops laa . i don't want died becouse love "heyy ! i noe that i'm not perfect.not like other girls . not rich not prety n da most thin i'm not cute lorrr  ! " but ily ! idc . wat they say ! -suda lupakn - huhu
but yeah ily .. but him still dint care at me at all ... apuu cnt!! dear.. be continue lh attadiz..

update**

lamakan saya tdak update blog ?

kan .kan .

fokuslah horr :P

my mum say 'Gegurlz u can't on9'

ok . but . tonight .

my mum travel . so . *kua tandukk*

wahahaha .

yeahh ! i have many story to share .

but i can't remember .

sorry . sorry

:PPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

but i so saddd :(

because him !

u noe !

give me love . then *treat me lyke diz nya !*

bodohhh !

never . never .

kue try dun want 2 loose u !

phm !

kOe twuq c ku cYgg iLak an kOe yar

knAk koe c Mngerti ah ?!

aH beNggang!!

uKan lg aKim oKe

juz c mngerti y u treat me lyke diz

koe yarr !

euwww

BULSHEYTT w WaT i FeeL Now !

now ! let me go !

let me be !

kue buang koe kat TONG HEART KU !

taukkk ?

c kOe twuq ..

ng c kalak twuq ..

weyy baa

menyampahh !

mud desperate

sad

want cry

ku dh terputus wayar kaler ijo:-p

 

 

"Love comes in many ways and is shared in many ways.

Some obvious, some absolutely hard to see.

Some come all of a sudden in a surprise.

Some were carved from long lost best-friends.

Some loves are easly clicked, some had to be fought for.

Basicly, love is what keeps us all alive and breathing.

I love love, therefore i will never give up on LOVE."

- Yours Truly -

hOw oNe persOn can cHange u

Its 5am and im still awake.

My brain wont let me sleep.

So i let my brain juices work.

I keep thinking of how 2010 will be and only one thing pops up.

Lets not elaborate :)

2009 was an awesome year.

But i must say that it was disappointing.

Most of my resolutions became a mere idea.

So im hoping 2010 will make it for me.

A new decade, a new found hope?

Maybe?

While laying in bed doing absolutely nothing,

I keep thinking.
Have i chosen another road to take, how will i be like right now?

Imagine, if i hadn't gone to After New Year Party,

My love life will still be in the dumpster.

If i hadn't met aLviN, my life will be me depending on fake people.

If i hadn't had the strength from him to keep going on,

Exactly where will i be?

This kind of questions scare me.

Imagine if i hadn't met aLvin McqueL .

Things will still be fake, i would still care what people think.

I would still be falling for the wrong guys and breaking more hearts.

I admit it was hard changing oh so much,
But it seemed all the worth it for aLvin.

You can say he's the light in my dark dark days.

I have became a wonderful person because of him, i admit.

And i wont have made anything different.
He helped me mature.

Dont believe me?

Read my 2009 January 1st posts.

I swear the odds are uncanny.

Its been a year one month,

Soon 2 months,

In this period of time,

We have had our doubts, our falls and all.

Ego was thrown out of proportion, thrown away.

Hearts were broken and mended.

I admit it hasnt been a bucket of roses.

Each day is a challenge.

But I would go through a lot worst than not having him around.

 

aLvIn, this post is for you.

Wether you read it or not.

I want you to know, in many ways, you have changed me into a better person.

You made me who i am today.

Whatever we have been through has been the best experiances i will ever go through.

Your the reason i keep going.

I know this is cliche but your my everything.

The energy i feed off from.

The reason i get up, eat, sleep, walk, talk.

Your my sweet escape, my beautiful rescue.

How else can i express it now?

I love you, aLvIn.

Oh so much <3

what i thought

People judge me when they themselves are too be judged.

Right now only one thing is repeating in my head.
I know he didn't mean it, but it doesn't mean it didn't hurt.
I love you, i'm sorry.

Funny thing is, when i'm all over him, he pushes me away.
But when i leave him, he gets angry.
When will i ever win with him? -.-"
I know i was somewhat wrong.
But it wasn't as if i totally ignored him.

We had da best tym we leypak, what?
I'm sorry la.
But why should I?
It's not entirely my fault.

I had fun, sue me.

Rusty haLo for 2010

 

 

 

 

 

Excuse the photos. You don't really have much things to do when you're home. For one whole week. It gets boring, really boring. So what better thing to do than to play with the webcam? ;) Sadly, that's what I've been up to all week. Sorry I haven't been updating in such a long time. December hasn't really been nice to me. So I took a little vacation to clear a few things from my mind. But now I'm fine, really.

& I'll try to update more often. No promises, though (: