E . B . A L O V E SYGG :))

crazier...

2010-04-27T05:07:00.001-07:00

I'd never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where I want to go to
You open the door
Theres so much more
I've never seen it before
Always trying to fly
But I couldnt find wings
But you came along and you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, craZieer
Feels like im fallin'and I
Am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

I've watched from a distance as you
Made up your room?
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes
And you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like im fallin' and I
Am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier Ohh

Baby you showed me what livin' is for
I don't wanna hide anymore
Ohh ohh

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, craizer
Feels like im fallin' and I
Am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier
Crazier, crazier, crazier

think bout it...

2010-03-17T03:46:00.000-07:00

Ramalan kaji cuaca kata
aku kan jatuh cinta
tapi tak pula beritahu dengan siapa.
Lalu hari ini ku berlari
mencari-cari
si dia yang bakal
miliki hati ini.

Mungkin dia ada disitu,
tersenyum padaku,
namun malu-malu.

Hujan bunga di Kuala Lumpur
kini sudah tiada masa
untuk mencari payung
berteduh kita bawah surat khabar
lalu terbaca berita kata
hujan ini tak akan reda.

Ikut rasa ingin sahaja
aku hampirinya
tapi ku takut apa pula kata semua.
Bukan senang untuk
ku meluangkan masa ini
sekadar peluang mengisi
ruang kosong hati.

Mungkin dia ada disitu,
tersenyum padaku,
namun malu-malu.

Hujan bunga di Kuala Lumpur
kini sudah tiada masa
untuk mencari payung
berteduh kita bawah surat khabar
lalu terbaca berita kata

hujan ini tak akan reda.

new pixcha ....

2010-03-03T20:00:00.000-08:00

march pix came ! !:))

scroll downn

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ku merasakan ku yang paling cute..huhu

Dear iLy riLi2...

HaLo March

2010-03-03T19:49:00.000-08:00

heLlo March

terasa macam nak update blog pulak. hahaha

btw, Hello MarcH (:

memandangkan bulan march dah muncul,

ilmu aku pun banyak la melayang ke kertas exam dalam bulan nie.

HAHAHA! next week dh cuty dh. .
shuka nya saia pat blt. .huhu
mao g tao xkeysah kalo x pat dwit pt lagi shuka

coz ku memang xmao bah.

bufday ku xlma lg . .

so paham paham jela yang ku dh meningkat usia..
chewah..huhu -.

alexa-jangan kau lepas:))

2010-01-31T10:48:00.001-08:00

Assgnment n assGnment!!

2010-01-25T15:21:00.000-08:00

Goush!!!
tirEd..pRessUrE..tEnsIoN...
warghhhhh...i feel lyke wat..
SISTEM ELEKTRONIK
menyusahkan..
i'm SISWI OKE
sEE..wAt can i say ..
mEmanG tirEd bEbEno..
Mkn Pown c..
Gagow an assgnment!!
cHenTha atIey ku wAt dUnnoE an kU
tLg lh..
i'm rili tired 2 said dat i'm rili in luv w u
mox nangisss..
meroYan pown da...
huhu
bah2 later update udik!!
ILY SYGG!!!!

POLYTECH

2010-01-21T19:33:00.000-08:00

ku dh melangkah dunia bawu

dengan sa ssh atiey

:-p

huhu

Ku dh pey PMU pown!!

tired.. menyampah..stress..

naet ataz twon bawah..

sungguh dan tersungguh nya

ku terseksa

haha

hYperactive oF ledY

2010-01-08T00:36:00.000-08:00

HEY ! HEY ! HEY ! HEY !
HAPPY NEW YEAR OIII !

Lambat uPdate

gila.gila.gila
azam ku bkn gila kehh :D .
jangan risau kamo . :D
wey!wey !
azam ku kan ? kn ?
kn 2010 :D . 19 COME :D
huu . yahh . hpe ku pat pa yg ku mao lululaa . oh.oh .
ngee ~!
oii! ku ritok dlm tekanan GILA xD.
ku .ku .ku . c SABAAAAAAAAAAA .
2010 DOE :DDDDDD
haha . xcited gilaaaa! hahaha .
yala otak mok d'update tok .haha .
erggghh ! talk about update .
want update my BLOG .
hehehe . get new picca ! i mean picture laa .
OHH MY GODD !!!
u noe that i hope 2010 . i can be wit sum1 i need
uhhh . berangan saja saya ini baa . apuu !
*malu.shy.malu*
HAHA . HAHA. HAHA .
*TALK ABOUT STUDY*
ohhh ! i'm not ready .
NO.NO.NO .
want more enjoyy !
ohh . plsss! enjoy lagi baa .
tidak.tidak . saya tidak suka .
but i have to study laa .
coz . STUDY is important for me .
HUUU !
*GEGURLS DO THE BEST OKE ITO YAW*
yahh . noe laa . HAHA .
:D :D .
gumbiree ! gumbiree ! .
NOW .
*TALK ABOUT LOVE *
yess . i'm double .
soo . don't care laa ;| .
bkn urusan kowrng ! kn ?
mun ku jual mahal . ? suka.ty ku laa .
aokk .! tao ku x kck baa .
mok jual mahal ? MAKASEHH !
bgus jual mahal . dr ku jual dirik !
kn ? HAHA .
*EMO*
HAHA . lol ! talk bout my love .

wat can i say

i luv him very much

emo alu . haha .
lawak.lawak .lawak !!
*NOW LET's TALK BOUT FRIEND&LADIES SESION*
FRIENDS
uhh . friend . ilove all my friend . u that . idk .!!
kawan an suma urg baa . xda plh2 :D
i'm sorry laa . mun daa molah slh an cdak .
i noe that i'm not ur true friend .
COe ! COe !
mybe 2010 . i can be ur true friend .
:D :D

LADIES SESSION
sedia . 4 Ladies sesion ?
yahh . READY gilak udh kmk tok .
haha . xsaba.saba gk kmk baa . sygg :D

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2010-01-08T00:28:00.002-08:00

hari demi hari ♥

Today i want write my bolg . fade up udh an ny ehh ! i no laa u yar ensem doe . p. fade up udh ku an sumatox koe tao x . bencik naa jwak ku ehh . erghh ! eermm . someone help me "" . i need love ;( . i can died . haha . nops laa . i don't want died becouse love "heyy ! i noe that i'm not perfect.not like other girls . not rich not prety n da most thin i'm not cute lorrr ! " but ily ! idc . wat they say ! -suda lupakn - huhu
but yeah ily .. but him still dint care at me at all ... apuu cnt!! dear.. be continue lh attadiz..

update**

2010-01-08T00:21:00.000-08:00

lamakan saya tdak update blog ?

kan .kan .

fokuslah horr :P

my mum say 'Gegurlz u can't on9'

ok . but . tonight .

my mum travel . so . *kua tandukk*

wahahaha .

yeahh ! i have many story to share .

but i can't remember .

sorry . sorry

:PPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

but i so saddd :(

because him !

u noe !

give me love . then *treat me lyke diz nya !*

bodohhh !

never . never .

kue try dun want 2 loose u !

phm !

kOe twuq c ku cYgg iLak an kOe yar

knAk koe c Mngerti ah ?!

aH beNggang!!

uKan lg aKim oKe

juz c mngerti y u treat me lyke diz

koe yarr !

euwww

BULSHEYTT w WaT i FeeL Now !

now ! let me go !

let me be !

kue buang koe kat TONG HEART KU !

taukkk ?

c kOe twuq ..

ng c kalak twuq ..

weyy baa

menyampahh !

mud desperate

sad

want cry

ku dh terputus wayar kaler ijo:-p

2010-01-08T00:05:00.000-08:00

"Love comes in many ways and is shared in many ways.

Some obvious, some absolutely hard to see.

Some come all of a sudden in a surprise.

Some were carved from long lost best-friends.

Some loves are easly clicked, some had to be fought for.

Basicly, love is what keeps us all alive and breathing.

I love love, therefore i will never give up on LOVE."

- Yours Truly -

hOw oNe persOn can cHange u

2010-01-07T23:54:00.000-08:00

Its 5am and im still awake.

My brain wont let me sleep.

So i let my brain juices work.

I keep thinking of how 2010 will be and only one thing pops up.

Lets not elaborate :)

2009 was an awesome year.

But i must say that it was disappointing.

Most of my resolutions became a mere idea.

So im hoping 2010 will make it for me.

A new decade, a new found hope?

Maybe?

While laying in bed doing absolutely nothing,

I keep thinking.
Have i chosen another road to take, how will i be like right now?

Imagine, if i hadn't gone to After New Year Party,

My love life will still be in the dumpster.

If i hadn't met aLviN, my life will be me depending on fake people.

If i hadn't had the strength from him to keep going on,

Exactly where will i be?

This kind of questions scare me.

Imagine if i hadn't met aLvin McqueL .

Things will still be fake, i would still care what people think.

I would still be falling for the wrong guys and breaking more hearts.

I admit it was hard changing oh so much,
But it seemed all the worth it for aLvin.

You can say he's the light in my dark dark days.

I have became a wonderful person because of him, i admit.

And i wont have made anything different.
He helped me mature.

Dont believe me?

Read my 2009 January 1st posts.

I swear the odds are uncanny.

Its been a year one month,

Soon 2 months,

In this period of time,

We have had our doubts, our falls and all.

Ego was thrown out of proportion, thrown away.

Hearts were broken and mended.

I admit it hasnt been a bucket of roses.

Each day is a challenge.

But I would go through a lot worst than not having him around.

aLvIn, this post is for you.

Wether you read it or not.

I want you to know, in many ways, you have changed me into a better person.

You made me who i am today.

Whatever we have been through has been the best experiances i will ever go through.

Your the reason i keep going.

I know this is cliche but your my everything.

The energy i feed off from.

The reason i get up, eat, sleep, walk, talk.

Your my sweet escape, my beautiful rescue.

How else can i express it now?

I love you, aLvIn.

Oh so much <3

what i thought

2010-01-07T23:49:00.000-08:00

People judge me when they themselves are too be judged.

Right now only one thing is repeating in my head.
I know he didn't mean it, but it doesn't mean it didn't hurt.
I love you, i'm sorry.

Funny thing is, when i'm all over him, he pushes me away.
But when i leave him, he gets angry.
When will i ever win with him? -.-"
I know i was somewhat wrong.
But it wasn't as if i totally ignored him.

We had da best tym we leypak, what?
I'm sorry la.
But why should I?
It's not entirely my fault.

I had fun, sue me.

Rusty haLo for 2010

2010-01-07T23:38:00.000-08:00

Excuse the photos. You don't really have much things to do when you're home. For one whole week. It gets boring, really boring. So what better thing to do than to play with the webcam? ;) ~~Sadly, that's what I've been up to all week~~. Sorry I haven't been updating in such a long time. December hasn't really been nice to me. So I took a little vacation to clear a few things from my mind. But now I'm fine, really.

& I'll try to update more often. No promises, though (:

baby. .i love u

2009-12-06T21:12:00.000-08:00

' don't leave the one you love for the one you like
because the one you like will leave you for the one he/she love
think about it '

well thanks alot for this comment but obviously , you dont know me
im not leaving anyone to be with someone else
it will never gonna happen , EVER
i dont like somebody new , okay ?
it is hard for me to fall in love
end of story , nghhh ;|

my feeling for you , it will remain
IT'LL NEVER CHANGE
enough said

i'm just me

2009-12-06T21:05:00.000-08:00

    Oh when I was in love with you,
    Then I was clean and brave,
    And miles around the wonder grew
    How well did I behave.
    And now the fancy passes by,
    And nothing will remain,
    And miles around they'll say that
    I Am quite myself again.

Think bout it sygg. .

i'm not suitable 4 u. .

thinking c udah2

2009-12-06T21:01:00.000-08:00

"It's the worst feeling in the world to love & hate someone all at the same time.

And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same.

It's funny but stupid how you want everything & nothing at the same time.

It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on,

& when you want to move on but you're stuck right where you started.

When feelings come and go & you can't decide what you want.

When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start.

When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther & farther away.

It's so hard to think back to how things used to be & look at it now and realize that things are different

& they may never be the same.

You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter,

you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it. "

when the rain fall. .

2009-12-06T20:49:00.000-08:00

make it stop.

please make it stop. i can't take it.

it hurts too much.

i can't take the pain anymore.

im already alone and broken.

now im replaced.

everyone said im weak, im an idiot, just let go.

but i can't, i tried to let go but i can't.

i pretend like this is all just a nightmare and i will wake up one day.

i know you don't want my heart anymore but please don't break it anymore.

let me down gently please.

everything you said just keeps playing in my head over an over again.

it hurts.

i know im weak.

"i love you"

DON'T SAY IT IF YOU DON'T MEAN IT

it's THAT simple

**im really trying here, i know you told me i don't have to anymore but i can't let this go.

just please open yr heart and tell me what's going on.

and i'll let go after that if u want me to.

i just need to make sense out of all of this.

IT'S ME uu.

please think about it.

i'm fine

2009-12-05T20:27:00.000-08:00

i put on a smile and 'hello, i'm doing fine."

'growing up'. something i rlly did look forward to when i was 8. how cool would it be to be a teenager (i didnt even know that word existed when i was 8 for that matter) but now somehow, i feel like i wasted too many time. i need .. something more. the life-time routine most people go through: be born. go to kindy. being childish. be a teenager. being developed into adults. go to college. either fail or succeed. go to work. have a family. then, you die.

sorry for being such a loser right now. i cant help it. even i feel sorry for myself. i need a change right now. i need a new environment. i need to get a life. this self-pity is sad. this is just me afraid to live the world when its in such a disaster. i cant do anything. i feel paralyzed. stuck in this gloomy position i'm in. i feel so .. trapped but every thing's right in front of me. like a fish in a net overlooking the sea. like a bird in a cage staring at the blue sky. like a lion in a circus show passing through Savannah. i am here but my mind is not on earth. it's elsewhere. but when it has returned. i will feel better. i will be free to make my own decisions.

but right now, i will let every thing out. i will be angry and cry and just have some me time. it's been a while since i've done that. maybe thats whats been driving me insane. i've been keeping it in me. from the first day of i luv eu til today. haha, no wonder i cried so much when i keep thinking of eu wit wat hve been happen early this morning. dont worry though, when i return to my home, i will put on a smile and tell you everything is all right. nothing is wrong except my terrible fear of growing up. i have adjusted myself to that word. i'll be seeing more of it in the future. in the mean time, i will live. i'll let things go the way it is. i will try not to think of the future that often. but when i do, i shall be optimistic.

one day, i promise to make all of you proud. i love you. even if you hate me. i wouldn't be here without all of you.

When you finally allow yourself to trust joy and embrace it,
you will find you dance with everything.[pahami pha mkna tox. .]

hate rythem

2009-12-05T20:14:00.000-08:00

I'll just let fate decide when's the next time I get to fucking see you again, yeah?

Im sick of planning things, & getting all excited & my hopes lifted & every-fucking-thing only to be shot down in the very end. No more. Im not gonna bother trying anymore. Every time, something comes up. Idk how many times I've tried to see you. It seems like Im the only one trying, anyway. I don't see you planning anything. I don't hear you saying you want to see me again. I don't see you, doing anything.

Its just fucking "great" that you get to go out with her, your crush-- and not me, your goddamned
g i r l f r i e n d.

Hu Iz HosHana?

Hu iZ eRicca ? ?

Hu dAt??

What does that mean for US then? Huh?

W h a t e v e r.

PS/ Idk what has gotten into you lately.

nothin 2 said. .

2009-12-05T02:20:00.000-08:00

I think Im'ma stay up thinking tonight.

There's just so much happening lately. I have too much on my mind & even more in my heart. I need to clear things out. I hate being distracted, I hate being zoned out, I hate drifting off easily. Just suddenly, everything seems to be moving at a faster pace than usual & Im scrambling all over th place trying to catch up. (Ooohh, that was a good line. ;D)

My fist is tiny. Which makes my heart tiny, too. And so. That

makes it easy for it to be crushed, broken, stepped on,

fragile, vulnerable, hurt & chucked away.

But.

I fought. With all my might. & I still lost you. So, Im giving up.

♥ I Warned You Stop You've left my speecHless

2009-12-03T10:06:00.000-08:00

i'm cruel,
complicated more than anything,
trouble seems to follow me like a shadow,
i have mood swings,
and sometimes,
well actually, most of the time,
i wouldn't give a shit.

i'm troublesome,
i eat a lot,
i talk a lot,
i have an ego,
most probably bigger than yours,
i don't open up,
i hate lame jokes,
and i'm never nice.

i'm sorry

STOP . .

i can't stop thinking of what is to happen. just woke up so my mind is buzzing uncontrollably. Mak doesn't want me sleeping like this, but i can't help it. i feel scarily alone. as if no one can touch me. i miss my sygg. oh my god, i haven't seen him since when lah.

i wanna take pictures. i miss taking pictures, obviously. i think i might go around taking pictures of the various christmas decorations. oooh, that does sound like fun.

my king is coming to me in a bit. hope he's not too angry.

man, i am so hungry,

haha. .

YOU'VE LEFT MY SPEECHLESS

ughhh, so tired. can you guess what song i'm listening to ? anyways. i'm real tired, been up for god knows how long, and i'm about ready to hit the hay.

had an awesome petunk with the genx2 tadi. azieyra told me a story that got me laughing for minutes. i couldn't even breathe, ahh, good times, good times. her left early then merra follow by mirul then mea and aizad left. so lepak in the room with me brothers jap.cyta sal headache. .my head oredy sa cham pa jer

sa nk hentak palaq nie kat STONE jer . .huhu

man, today was so hectic and eventful but i had fun. i slept at safa, which was somewhat of a first, don't blame me, i was shit tired.

my king sounds so troubled. maybe tomorrow night hopefully.

off to sleep now, chows !

Dhea n dhea. .

2009-12-03T09:46:00.000-08:00

Stay with me til at least forever? You're my current obsession. You're my favourite position. Every word I've said to you were the words that I mean the most I'll never let you go. Oh, can we stay like this forever? <3
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ♥

When you're around I don't know what to do. I do not think that I can wait to go over and to talk to you. I do not know what I should say. It's so contagious. I cannot get it out of my mind. It's so outrageous. You make me feel so high ;)

I miss you Alvin mcquel ♥

You, moi love ♥

And no matter what you always moi number one

The one that I cant live without, that's you

You're my precious lil shorty <3

Hihi. I love you so much sygg. Love me too? :]

xxx

Stay with me til at least forever? CozI'll love you tomorrow as I do today...
it doesn't really matter cause I'll love you anyway!. Every word I've said to you were the words that I mean the most I'll never let you go. Oh, can we stay like this forever? <3

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ♥

life is complicated. . .

2009-12-03T09:22:00.000-08:00

my heart beats fast, faster than the formula one racing car whnvr i run into you. how amusing is dat? bahaha. no, its not.

i dont react normally when it comes to you
even wen i just saw a glimpse of you.
its like an elctrc shock that mke me stunnd automatically and freeze my mind.
yea, u gve such a big impct to me.
and oh,i hate you for that.
ihatehowmuchimissyou
but sometime,
i feel like i wnna pull a trigger an aim sharp on ur head.
giving someone a chance to be in ur life,
to be apart of you,
ur bitterhalf,
its like, berani mati i could say.
cz that means, ur letting ur heart to be hurt again.
<3

the phrase "i promise i always gonna be there for you" is bullshit.
and so does "i promise you the world and everything in it" and "i love you forever and ever".
cz theres gonna be a time where u cnnt be there when someone needs you.
and you cnt promise u gonna love someone forever and ever, not evn tomorrow, and forever? its far away to go, cz its not up to you. bt we cn only hope and pray for it
i dont forget one easily,
i dont love someone easily
bt i do trust ppl easily.
bt 1 thing dat u should noe iz
dun try mox rampaz nyha ry ku bhe
ku sygg nyha jaq
juz tayk
"alvin mcquel"

empty promises

2009-12-03T09:08:00.000-08:00

liar lair liar!

she lies to me and i can't stand of it.

i always put high hopes in everything
that at the end of the day,
i'm the one who hurts.

i'm not a little girl anymore as
i remember all her promises.

she just want to make me felt happy right?
thats why she always said nice things to me.

then everything was just a lie.
i won't trust her anymore for one reason:
she doesn't keep her promises

i just want to meet my old friends.
she ask me to do so

but now she's the one who doesn't want to make it.
she knows thats the only way for me to meet my friends.

promises are now dreams since
it won't come true(:

tayk aee. .

2009-12-02T10:16:00.000-08:00

sygg ny
sygg ny
chentha ketat2 ngan ny
chentha ketat2 ngan ny
mox ny
mox ny
tawen ngn ny
tawen ngn ny
conclude:!!
meyk sygg tayk. .
meyk chentha tayk ketat2
meyk mox tayk
meyk mox tawen ngn tayk
meyk sygg chentha mox tawen tayk
:D
mena c ulawk
jnji meyk ngn tayk
meyk lurb tayk pey matiey
tayk gwex meyk pey matiey
tayk skandal meyk pey matiey
tayk lakiey meyk pey matiey
tayk yar ALVIN MCQUEL bhee
=]

CHENTHA KETAT2 NGAN SYGG;)

so on. .n so on

2009-12-02T09:51:00.000-08:00

satu lagi hari yang penuh dgn kebosanan...haihhh...susahnye...tak der ke ari2 yang tak perlu think of him???...arghhh...im sick and tired!...enough is enough...let me stop and breath!...i need to live my life!...i need to move on...life sucks..wth kwn ku yg hvg prob cuzen ku nok poret. .

ntah lh. .juz want him badly ryte now

relieve

2009-12-02T09:27:00.000-08:00

BermuLa. .. . .

a conversation between me(eiyba), a bitch & gwex emy[faez] n emy...

bAa:"eyowww??"

bitch:"Hello..sape tox??"

*rase pelik sgt*

kaly mena adah emy yar

myak yar da gwex laen

baa:"faez nie??"

bitch:"Koe tox sape??"

baa:"kawan nyha.."

bitch:"num die nie ak yg pkai skrg..xyh dh ko nk kol2 num nie.."

*end of conversation

argghhhh!!!dh agak dh..
memang die ade pompuan lain...
dh laa pompuan 2 kurang ajar sgt...
bencik damn!!!xleh ckp leklok ke..1more thing..
u are the one that take him from my frenz..but i never blame u...=((

c puas hati..
try call faez 2 plak..kt num laen plak key no deq...

baa:"aez..baa tox cuzen emy sape yg jwab kol tdi yar??

gwex bawu koe kha??"

faez:"ade laa..xyah laa tau..xpenting pn.."

baa:"k..bye..ingt koe boh ngco kzen ku gix. .

mun ku twuq koe ngco nyha matiey koe ah"

n then i call emy. .

baa: emyyy . .
emy:pha yar baa. .? ?
baa:sory ouh pha ku sbt tox mgkn hurt u. .
emy mna nyha da gwex laen

Sucks wen ur in love wit a guy and he doesnt love u back,

and jus tells u lies constantly.
yet u fall more in love with him and he jus keeps shredding your hear

t..why cant we let go ?

emy: dh agk dh baa. .mena lh yar. .baa cdeh ku

cpha . .bia lh nyha. .lark ku stay umah koe ah. .

bah cygg koe ouh. .

meyk denga sora emy beubh dak mox ngs, ,

hmm i juz said oke. .i wait 4 u. .

so,its over...
the things that i want to say to emy:"be cool,dear..just let them be..none of ur business now..plus,u feel relieve now..coz u now their secret & after all the sadness that he gives to u before has gone now..& will not coming back..gone forever..better to be with urself..=)"

aee ku gix cdeh. .ku cmox ku ngn sygg ku dk yar. .

ku sygg ilak ngn lakiey ku yar. .

heLlo DECEMber

2009-12-02T09:08:00.001-08:00

terasa macam nak update blog pulak. hahaha

btw, Hello December (:

memandangkan bulan december dah muncul,

duit aku pun banyak la melayang dalam bulan nie.

HAHAHA! next week nak pegi sambung study lagi p ku lom pat surat

pendaftaran lh. .surat response. .huhu xkeysah kalo x g lagi shuka

coz ku memang xmao g.

xmass xlma lg . .shoppingg.

so paham paham jela duit aku melayang ke arah mana -.

December pix came, .

2009-12-02T01:30:00.000-08:00

december pix came ! !:))

scroll downn

pix tox boenk aee

ctwuq mox oyah pha

snap pix drikpown lh

huhu

tag 4 lg mns band. .[malam]

bah2. .last snapp

c kacaq c senugget takoank poyah..

lalalaa

p ku tetap mem alvin

huhu

cHaooss....ILY

muahx3

xoxo

kwn ku . .

2009-12-02T01:04:00.000-08:00

wey my december ! ;))

*waseh ! dh msok bulan december ! apUu. dunia smakin tuaa !*
ku pown dh mox msk ladies tym. .
cdha tym mox rugget gix..
hoho
dat mean meyk dwak pown chama wark. .
yez
iLY YEZ!!

petUnk tOx...mox cYta cKet
Sucks wen ur in love wit a guy and he doesnt love u back, and jus tells u lies constantly.
yet u fall more in love with him and he jus keeps shredding your heart..why cant we let go ?
Yeah dat ryte must he do. .
it hurts. it does. it hurts more when the sweet memories pop up in mind. it hurts remembering how sweet him was and how him changed into a complete stranger. it hurts to be dumped when you had just lost your someone loves it hurts when him is not there for you to get through the hardest moment in your life.

but...

i believe that things happen for reasons.
and guess what? I'm a stronger person now.

n he tell me

he don't trust love anymore.

n i said. .

it up 2 eu. .

n i noe. .

u fall in luv gain

when eu meet sumone dat gud 4 eu. .

lies lh'

mun c..

mOment of truth

2009-12-02T00:16:00.000-08:00

heyya. wah wah. petUnk yang not da rytemood aku post !haha. aaa. yaa. pa ku mok cyta. aeee HIM yes HIM bhaa. everything dh terang2 already.yar kha . .lom gix aee gix ntah lh. . no offense yar kha. .

wateva. .

bulak ku mdh ku c cdey. i'de lie ku bulak saya tipu kmk bulak. hwaa .yaa. phl? tah lah. aku pown c twuq wark phl. ahahah.

Ry marex ku Kae ngan nYha . .apUu. .pAma mAi . .hoho. .nyha c cyak ngn ku. .mun takoank pown sa cham cdha gna nk kapel lamaq mun cdha trust ryte. .majoq mena2 ku. .tang da tgn ku pandey op hp. .FLIGHT MODE. .

kimen na sa tym yar. .ku ng moody bish2. .c twuq pha al nya pya ilak. .mox jaq ku nybt. .wey . .pha sygg mox kae ngan ku kha adh mna nyamn ku moyah perthnan lox. .huhu. .smpt moyah lawak.

ku on udk hp kul 8.30 p.m pea. .apuu bna upha ku ngs . .

CONGEK AEEE!!:P

yarabine bertimbun eycesh atang. .mala jaq bunyi indh hp ku yar. .

syz bella eycesh. .cwoh kol. .kakyar emy cuzen ku paloy kae ngan gwex nya

adh drkpn tgh laln rayha. .bodoo. aee byk na eycesh. .

aee nyha cdha eycesh ku. .

cdeh ku

nyha c ingt ku lh yar

mox ngs. .tang da ku ngs udk

jaex na lakiey yar. .

mlesh ku . .

tba2 jaq hp ku bnyi udk nyha eyh. .nyha eycesh ku. .nyha windu ku lah yar. .ee lakiey ku windu ku. .ee c malu ngambu . .hehe

nya adh op jaq hp d. .bia d twuq d dh ilank oank d sygg pey bla2..

wuhaaaaaa. .ngs udk ku. .jaex na ank yar. .

lamaq ku c eycesh nyha. .dh yar ngn muka c malu ngn bani drik ku eycesh

kdaktox aee. .

baa-eYow..hYe..oLLa...wEy..Pha gIx oUh. yar Jaq kot. .hMm pHa oUh

oKe2. .sOry 4 distb. .coz meyk twuq meyk dstb taYk. .n sO on..

[ucek aee]

sygg-cDha lhA taq c dHa pown dstb meyk. .mAyb meyk dstb taq bHa. .hee Ng pYa gYa mUwn dh wndU. .dstbn c dstb dLi pha. .

bAa-aeee pha adah tayk tox c phm meyk bhe. .

sygg-cdha meyk adh meyk windu taq bhe

bAa-oUh. .taYk be4 dat cOry oKe. .meYk binggg tox. .tAyk pha meYk rAh taYk kNek ? ? dH yar pNah c wIndu mEyk tYm mEyk c eYcesh tAyk. .n sO on. seNsor aEe .tAyk meyK wIndU tAyk

tAyk tLg meYk taYk pNey gNe gya mOx cwOh meYk eNteY ngS. .

sYgg-tAq mOx twuq pha taq rah meYk.okE meYk adH nGan Taq. .b4 dat leyh c taq gwin blah meYk . .meYk mOx pYoq taq. .n so on. .

bAa-oUk bhe meYk dh blah tAYk dh tOx. .ajuwh adh ngn meYk. .bOh peY meyK ngs gIx. .mEyk kuwat ngs bHe. .cOngeK meYk tOx aEE

sYgg-oKe. .taq still beloved 1..stIl vvip in heart. .eu will neva be erased. .n meYk still anggap taq biniey meyk. .ehe c malu ngmbu. .n so on...

bAa-Dow tAyk. .tAYk oYah meYk tetaq wHen eU sAid mLu ngmbu. .hoHo

p mUn tayk mox pown pey dudi ary lark pwon meyk c keycah. .n so on.. .

sYgg-eHe. .cmOx kelai ngn cYgg. .cYgg koL c lamq lox..mox nga sOra cYgg lOx..

dh yar meyk kol

apUu windu gaban meyk ngan lakiey meyk aeee..

ps...i love eu alvin mcquel..luv eu damn much..muahx3

ediiteeddd. .

2009-11-30T08:50:00.000-08:00

NICE RYTE
NG NICE
:D
BONEKALIFE
COO MEANINGFUL
NICE EDITTING
LARK KU EDIT UDK ANIMASI
:P
=]

cHaoosss ILY=]

MANIS BAND

2009-11-30T08:44:00.000-08:00

bh bh. SCROLLLLLL D-O-W-N :DD

tox MANIS BAND
ng mAnis

kU minat giler ngan band tox

nOpe

pha2 al

dun ask me y

pha al ku mnt

p ng layan bish bhe lagu dak nyha

c cYak denga lh kaktox

p elex lox ngga pix dk nyha cgix gix

Nice shot rYte

simple p rugget

shuka na ngga

AINA-koe ng kcaq

shuka ku ngga upha koe

koe lAdies aee p ttp rUgget

ILY MANIS BAND!!!

besh lagu tox

atta edit

ng kcaq

versi bawu

nice poq

i'm sure

taq owank kan layan wark

uhuhuu tuwieyy ! :((*

cAamAt ArieY rAyhAa. .

2009-11-30T08:14:00.000-08:00

CAMAT ARIEY RAYHAAA AJII !

mYn ku da wat salah .

SORRY KAYH ? ;)

hope toank apy apy kayh ?

btw. rndu rndu ngn genx tym ckowhla:((

*layan lgu tox Oke, , .

kU impOrt keY tak oWanx

tJu khas ngn genx bestfrnz ku

Lgu Nikmat arIey rahyaa teaser. . .

uhuhuu tuwieyy ! :((*

SUPPORT OUR INDIE BAND kAYHH ! gahhh

wAnt dIz. ,

2009-11-28T09:39:00.000-08:00

Nice rYte. .??

mox cGix

huhu

tOx hp Kzen ku bHe

wey emy. .

ku mOx tOx

cUak kOe Yar

nGeso nGn ku. .

dh Lh eYow kiTty

Yarabi. .

nG ku mNt bIsh

sAk aTiey tOx. .

eMy bWik oUh

lArk koE beIy iPhone bWu

mEreNx. .

Huhu

sign

2009-11-28T08:25:00.000-08:00

Yeah. .

u're tHe rAinbOw in mY lIfe

nEnGa tAq sYgg. .

c Mox iLank nYha bhe. .

BAnnEr

2009-11-28T08:20:00.000-08:00

KAU DAN AKU
NO CURANK OKE2

HUHU
GIELA AEEE
CUAK!!

pHa2 aL

be uRseLf

Kau dan aku

2009-11-28T08:15:00.000-08:00

Drama 'kau dan aku'

mmg ku shuka ngga

c twuq pha al

ng ku shuka. .

sCroLllll D.O.W.N

tOx sEsi mAke Up

mAke oVer sI mILa nDowt Yar

P nYha nG acAx

hUhu

tOx kZen miLa Lam cYta yAr

fiTri nMa nYha

aCax oUh

kU shUka nGga amBut nyHa

cHma sTyle ambUt mEyk dwak

cMa nYha teBal kit lh

Yeah. .

Diz Iz MILA
N cAN u c iT bEsdE hEr Iz ARIL

mIla cuet iLak. .

cHam kameyk

Haha

ARILLLL. .

ku ng gLa gAban Wark Ngan anK tox sIku

tYut uPha nYha

uPha nYha kDak cIna Yar

Mta nYha Yg sePet Yar mOlah

kU chuka ngga

p Ku cheNtha lakieY ku jaq

I'M ALVIN MCQUEL MINE

NONNY. .yAckz ku c shUka oMpuan tOx

sA kCaq

saK miLa cUet Ary nYha

cUak aee

zOeY. .tox dJ rah kolEj dk nYha

nYha seMpoi jAq

sHuka2

Akimmmm. .

nYha sHuka mIla

p c NonNy Yar

bOdo iLak sHuka nYha

Loq c Akim cYgg nYha

Nyha mOx cLash

p Akim LeYh lH mUn Ngan c mIla Yar

wEy akIm bOh cUrank Ngan AishAH oUh. .

sNapp tOx pLg ku shUka

aCax oUh

cuet Da wark

cUak Da wark

mErenx DA waRk

pHa gIx oUh. .haha

hOhO . .

oke Lh

pHa2 aL tgga jaq cYta dak nYha. .

nCe pOk. .!!

hUhu

Pic. .pIc cAme. .Pic. .ahAhA

2009-11-26T11:04:00.000-08:00

Dh pwaz ngga c. .??

tgga jaq cea lox

mun dh pwaz grak meyk oke

meyk mox tito jap

cakiwt rah plaq meyk dtg udk

huh

damn!!

yar ku malesh nYbak korh

asL nYbak

cGix bDn kU Yg kciq tox cakiwt

esPcLi bhgian head ku

cheyeo

Ng sa Mox matiey

shhh. .

bOh adh ngn lakiey meyk oUh

meyk adh pea

anox nyha lark

eee

ku cmox

ku cygg nyha wey

boh amek nyha ry ku

chpa amek ng c bhgia idp owanx yar

huhu

cYez tox

tWoz tRg meYk tox c ulawk. .

haha

bah bah .

later update !
byebyebye

xoxo, baa chentha alvin ketat2 :]

confuse. .

2009-11-26T10:46:00.000-08:00

aku cdey :(

aku c tauk mok plah pa.

aku xtauk

tox pasaan aku jak

or ny sama juak

aku tauk. jgn bani pdh kat blog

lak org baca.

tp aku .

c tahan :( aku mok luah pa ku asa

this is my blog. so ? :(((

hak ku ryte

oke

juz lyje diz

aku c tauk.

sama da tox pasaan ku kdrik .

or ny sama juak

aku ulang balit pa yg ku pdh tek .

c tauk knk .

aku asa cam,

im not for u

im not suitable for u .

im not the one who use to be with u :(

aku trus terang pdh tox .

aku c ulawk

ku cyez tox

aku asa macam macam

aku dapat cyta mcm mcm wark ry kwn aku .

but , idc :(

couse one reason .

i trust u .

i trust on u .

tapi .

pa nak koe wat sejak kebelakangan tox

wat ku pkey ,

ish bena ka koe tox .

cyes ka

koe just mok men kan aku ?

mna kha

dow

koe c cygg ku gix kha

dow2

aku confuse

aku c pdh koe papa

aku c mksd papa

tp,

aku confuse .

ku asa cam

aku c d dulik

koe dh brubah eh

bena ku pdh :(

trang skaly dh ku tox

u have changed a lot !
dlok xda koe daktox :(

aku c tauk mok pdh pa eh .

realy need someone to talk

gila bani ku mdh lam blog :(

aku c tauk pa niat kw.

tapi,

aku just .

mok tauk .

pahal ? :(((((

aku cdeh. bena bena cdeh :((

aku tauk.aku c ptt pdh kat blog :( aku just :((( hmppp aku just :( ergh ku just mok pdh. AKU SYGG ILAK2 NGAN SYYG YAR:(

blabla, .

2009-11-26T10:33:00.000-08:00

eum. bh bh

tgga jaq lh

xctLy ku windu ilak ngn lakiey ku yar

oUh my godnezz

damn mish him. .

ILY MR EIYBIE

Mrs eIybIe stiLl here waitIng 4 u. .

eum. bh bh

chaosss :D byee mwahs ! :D

raenbow veins

2009-11-26T10:26:00.000-08:00

wuhaaaa !

here you go

scroll scroll scroll

PERGI. .;)

eum. bh bh

chaosss :D byee mwahs ! :D

STATEMENT OF LUV

2009-11-26T10:18:00.000-08:00

27/11/2009 ;)
we oredy mox msk stwun. .
3 bln gix aee. .
cnt believe it
sejaoh tox eiyta dwak 2gether
ILY COO MUCH SYGG!

sYgg. .

cYgg riLi luv eu. .

no matter wat

i'm still luv eu

keep tHinking boUt eu

even 4 wat u did 2 me

juz now

Only you could be more important to me than what i wanted.

what i want and need is to be with you

and i know that i will never be strong enough to leave you again.

A life without you just doesn't exist.\

ps; iloveyou alvin mcquel . you better love me more sygg. .coz u r mine 4eva=]

part 2. .

2009-11-26T10:00:00.000-08:00

heyya. wah wah. frst blog aku post !haha. aaa. yaa. pa ku mok cta. eee HIM yes HIM bhaa. everything end already.yar kha . .lom gix aee gix gntg. . no offense
bulak ku mdh ku c cdey. i'de lie ku bulak saya tipu kmk bulak. hwaa .yaa. phl? tah lah. aku pown c twk phl. ahahah. yes nya pdh "HUH ! MUN D SA D C TWUQ PHA2 U BETTER FUCK SHUT UP UR MOUTH!. pha kha. .mun ku shut up mouth ku pney ku mox kaka . .haha. cmoa cyta lbih. cdey ku. hwaaaaaaa. huhhu. bah bha aku c pat mdh papa. Ouk lah ku Ngakuk ku CRIED. . that it. Im done p him segala 4 me akan ku ingat. rante yg ny brik c kan ku lupak. .c kn ku bwang nang sntiasa dpkey ku chalu. akan ku jaga baet baet bha. huhuk. n yes! im done. haha so? just be fun & be free. learn from past & learn from mistake. all that i can do is be hapy all the time! yeah. ahha. aaa. i hope him can noe wat i feel. . . i rili luv him miss alot! && him. ahahah :DD mun lh ku pat kaka ngn nyha knek2 dpn2. .ng ku pyok nyha. .n said SYGG I REALLY WANT NOW IS FOR U TO STAY WIT ME! PLIZZ STAY WIT ME UNTIL DEATH US APART OKE ??. bh bh. im stop here bha. lelah juwak naep tok e. oke oke. just take care darl. byeeee *blank no colours post right?Simple ;)*

First oP oL. . .

2009-11-26T09:40:00.000-08:00

IM TIRED FR THIS THAT LOVE-LOVE.

CSHUKA.

YACKK >>

AKU NGAKUK AKU FOBIA.

AKU BNCIK LAKIEY

CDAK NG PALAT SUMA BHHE

SUMA SAMA JAK.

C PAT CAYAK.

AH !

PHA AL KOE

C PWAZ ATIEY NGN KU KHA. .

KOE TERASA KHA

NG PADAN KOE TERASA!!

fUCK!!!

HUH!!

PALAT!!

AKU BUKAK BALIT STATEMENT AKU
LOVE SUCK YEAH LOVE SUCK.

AKU JAMIN

MUN DH AKU MDH AKU FADE UP

100% KALY TOX LAMAK KU DAH MOYAH AL NGAN KOE

P KU SETEA NGAN KOE. .CYGG KOE JAQ

C KU KENJIT ILAK GIELA LAKIEY LAEN

C HINGIN KU

KU DH DA KOE BHE

EEE

NGEX KOE TOX

C MNGHARGAI LALOW

KOE YAR NG

HUH

KNAK KOE C PHAM ? ? !!

KU CHENTHA KOE YAR KETAT-KETAT

MUN EIYTA DWAK CLASH

NG KU JAMIN

AKU MENYINGLE.

LAKIEY CDHA K TGA AKU

K LIMPAS JAQ

C KU INGIN.

KNAK KOE HINGIN KHA ? ?

NGN OMPUAN LAEN AH ? ?

LAKIEY SMA JAQ!

CIPAI BABI NAAA :/

THEY ARE SO DUMB!

C LELAH KU MDH

BOYS DUMB DUMB DUMB !

XDULIK,BIA PNEY KU CYGG OWANX YAR.

CHENTHA KU KETAT NIE

KU TETAP MADAH

BOYS DUMB!

MAWAH ILAK KU TOX

BABI NAA !

KU TWUQ KU C PAT MOX LAWAN KOE ;)

KOE KUWAT GIX RY KU

AKU C KAN BLS PHA KOE POYAH YAR

SYGG KU ? ?

PEEIII

C MOX ILANK KU ? ?

UCEK NAAAAA

EEE. C GUNA

SEPAR JEPON NAA

MUN KOE MENA SYYG KU

C KOE PEA ILAK NGN OMPUAN LAEN

C KN KOE MOX GAGO2 NGN OMPUAN LAEN

PYA LH NMA SYGG TEQ

CIPAIII AHHH. .

AKU PEDULIK PHAA

KOE YG MULAKAN LOX

SO BOH MOX CHALAHKAN KU

MUN KU JADI KDAKTOX

TGAL KOE WARK!!

boys damn !

DEDICATED 2 HIM. .

2009-11-26T02:11:00.000-08:00

DIZ SONG DEDICATED 2 MY SYGG

RILI MEAN IT

ESTRELLA. . .

2009-11-26T02:02:00.000-08:00

ESTRELLA-STAY

SHUKA NENGA SORA LIYANA

NICE

ACOUSTIC BHE.

FIFTEEN. . .

2009-11-26T01:54:00.000-08:00

TAYLOR SWIFT-FIFTEEN

shuka ilak diz song. .

LOVE DIZ SONG. .

2009-11-26T01:51:00.000-08:00

MILEY CYRUS-7 THING

ALL BOUT ME MAA

DENGA JAQ. .

bitter heart-zee avi

2009-11-26T01:24:00.000-08:00

ILY DIZ SONG!!
:D

Yang terbaik

2009-11-26T01:07:00.000-08:00

MARSHA TOX aEee. .

Besh. .layan jaq lh

ps; iloveyou alvin mcquel . you better love me more sygg!n i u understand. .dga nya lg tox. .
u will noe pha2 jaq lh. .

deNga jaq lh

2009-11-26T00:59:00.001-08:00

Ku shUka nGga nYa nAri

YarabIne

mOx eYkot aEee

eVerYone cOnnect

2009-11-26T00:37:00.000-08:00

Layan dIz sOng oKe. .

eiybaa aeee:))

2009-11-25T18:42:00.000-08:00

I want you to be here,
right by my side.
To hold my hand,
when i want to cry.
I just want a hug..
is that to much to ask?
I didnt think it was to much of a task.
My heart is not whole,
Without you standing next to me.
You dont know how it feals.
Because, obviously, you dont love me.
So why do I even try?
Its like a pain that I just cant get by.
I never wanted to fall for you so fast,
my heart is just to big for me to catch.
Why cant you just love me back?
I'll never hurt you, I can promise you that.

I forgive you and pretend like nothing happen just because I can't stand you not being in my life.
I hate it that i cant see you whenever i want to,
and i hate it that you always have girls around you, but i just have to keep remembering that when it comes down to it, your mine.

Dear..

i cAn c u mEssy aRouNd

u Judge mY feeLing softLy

pReteNd lYke sWeetless

u caLling mY name. .

n it hard 2 accePt

u tOok mY life

mY mInd Was gOne. .

i beLieVe u fallIng Down. .

u win mY heart

mY mInd Was goNe. .

u BroKe mY hEart. .

but pLiz dUn huRting mE. .

bUt iT oKe

curious:))

ahaha

niece aeee

2009-11-25T18:00:00.000-08:00

cAme 2 mE

eYow dunia bloging ku :D

cDha kerja selain snappy.

pHge mArex

9.30 a.m.

bOk bAngUn tiTo

Ku terus mengadakan sesi pHotogRafy Ngn aNk CuzeN ku

yaNg mIxbLooD

bDayUh. .:D

cOz Ku Dh Da PerMinTaan

sO pha lGi ku tWoz aNgk KeNin

sA aRtis :D

HAHA perasan tol ah.

jadi, harap maklum.

Cory Pix tak sEnUgget korang buat. HAHa

bh bh. SCROLLLLLL D-O-W-N :DD

BusYuk tYm!!!

tOx lH aNk cuzEn ku

nMa nYa fifi

then
about 8.3O AM i guess,
haha
Fifi came 2 my room
Nyha adah. .
and it is, camtox
"sYz bAaaaa !
aee ! aha ! hehe
tErKejUt mEyk nTam nYha
ptG stIm btOL lh fifi tOx
Syok2 mEyk mImpI tMu nGan lakieY mEyk:p
Tang Da nYha seLut
ahahah
nYha aDah . .sYz ajuwh2
aMek piX mOx aNta nGn papa Lark.
Arghhh. .
n mE said
aEe pLiq.. eran pHa mImpI mOx bErsNappY nGan kU tox
oKe2 Nntq dYbah
sYz kEmas dRik lOq
Oke2 adh nyha! :D"
hahaha
then i was liked,
ahahahahaha

kAntOY uPha bOk bGn tItO :P

lAwak eYh:p

Yez Dat I aM. .

mOod Ku kEmBaLi. .

Baa Wit NieCe

Acax rYte. .

oKe2. .

sMpey ctOx Jaq sEsi mEyk Dwak. .

hOhO

bOenKkkk.

2009-11-24T01:18:00.000-08:00

gahh .

boring :/

bruk pas mam

ilek ilek jp

gu msg dtg

ah cibai .

cakiwt atiey ku eh .

sial

mun kwu c mox mecez ku pdh lh

sial

boh lek an ku gix bhe

g jaq kwu nun

huh

sial

geram .

sial

gu msg sygg .

asa setwun jaq aee

cewah hahaha

ku c mksd moq nympah lakiey ku pown

N kU c NymPh Nyha oKe

hUhU

kU cYgg nYha

ku mwah tOx xctLy

astga windu mna2 ku ngn nyha. .

dOw dh lha ku chentha nyha ilak2

aww

oUk bHe

cdHa lhA.

cpHa. .

nNtq nYha bLt Jaq lh. .:D

nyHa keja wark=[

oKe2

phm phm :D

hee

ah sygg

windu sygg :(

sygg sygg

indu sygg glak :((

gahh.

sYggg

cYgg cHentha ketat2 ngn sYgg yar!!

c pat moq longgar gix. .

huhu

dirapu oleh si mereng MeM eIyBie :)

2009-11-24T01:05:00.000-08:00

PERGI. .

sayu. .

terpisah. .

hikayat indah kini

hanya tinggal sejarah. .

berhembus angin rindu

begitu nyamanya terhidu

wangian kasihmu

hujan lebat mencurah kini

bagaikan tiada henti

kau lh laguku

kau irama terindah

tak lagi kudengari

kau pergi. .

pergi. .

sepi tanpa kata

terdiam dan kaku

tak daya kau ku lupa

pa pown kata mereka

biar kenangan berbunga

di ranting usia

hujan lebat mencurahkan kini

bagaikan tiada henti

kaulah laguku

kau lah irama terindah

tak lagi ku dengari

kau pergi

pergi...

ps. .quite cdeh. .huhu lyke diz song!!

2009-11-24T00:54:00.000-08:00

Camat petangg blogginggg ku!!
hahaha
aher ku bgun rytox
bngun jaq ry tito twoz update
lom mamam pha suma
haha
boring.. .
mls mox mamam loloq..
malam karan pat mam bhe
byk keja mao poyah
kemas blit gix
baju btimbun x d lipat !
hahaha
ya bruk nyha mlesh :p
bIney chapa nk :p

phage tdiey .
euww .
about2 or 3 AM ?
Ku sa lh
coz mata ku ttp jwb col owanx
peeiii. ..
got 3 numbers misscalling me :/
tox lh mslh nyha. ..
i dont even know who numbers is that ?
ahh
kcor ku tito jaq :/
lom di tampa ku key helmet
huh
d eycesh tyk shpa tox.c
cdha respon !
ah sial ! kYmak !
maen2 jak eh .
huh .
then
about 10.3O AM i guess,
haha
sygg send me a eycesh.
and it is, camtox
"cyggg !
aee ! aha ! hehe.
meyk windu nyha
p meyk c dga bnyi eycesh teq
tgal meyk msak
ahahaha
nYha tNyk pha aL aher epLy
tup2 bpe igek mcez adh moq atow moto
Arghhh. .
n sYgg said
dAa luv cygg wark! :D"
hahaha
then i was liked,
ahahahahaha
pHa aL lakiey ku arytox ? x))
funny him ehh . haha
dh yar ny kja udk .. .
dow windu ngn nyha. .
mun ku eycesh
p ny c pat eply :(
gk tgh lalan raya ny time yar eh
gk mecah palak mike bpe igek moto lintas :p
hahaha lawak ! :P
ku wish gudluck fr kerja ny
and blablablabla blebleble
syggg SYGG WAK ! :D
ahahaha
gWek ku smpe mati ya !
Lakiey ku smpe mati wak !
hahahaha :p :p
xkan ku lpak sygg.
more than everythn yar
ingat shalu ya ! :p :p
dh dh .
ttup cta :p

bah.
later update gk !
lelah dh tgn.
hahahah
MWAHS :)

bAju2 ku. ,

2009-11-24T00:29:00.000-08:00

                                           Tox bAju nak bWu dipOyah. .:p
   KeY smBg stDy LarK
                                     hUh. .
                          dInt Want gO bUt tErPaKsA
                          hAte it. .neVamInd2. .dUgaaN. .
                                bUt i'm stIll lUv hIm :p

                                   sCroLL dOwnnnnnnnnn!!!
LOaDinggggggggg. . .

bAju kALeR iJo

c nGenA rYte ? ?

gOush

dun Noe. .

nextttttttttttttt.. . .

c Kacaq rYte. .

Huh

Fed uP

kU mox Bju keBaya mOden

kAler PurpLe Kha

pInk kHa??

request . .

cHpa leYh bwik

kU jd bEzfRenz Ta oWanx sUmor iDup

promIses!!

stUck. .be waittttttttttttt. .

Loadinggggggggggg. .

tox bJu kUrung kEdah. .

nOpe

i dInt lYke it

hUh

sBr Jaq lh. .

requestttt

da bju lebih c

bju krung nk kcaq2

bwik ngn ku cgix

kU promises ngn taq owanx

atta Ku bish diploma

ku embak

taq owanx

shoppinnnggg bju kwong ary2

oKe2 ? ?

Last snAppp. .

pIx tox pLg moyah ku bengganggg

benggangg ilak2

pha aL oUh. .

tgga jaq lh. .

kAleR pUrPle. .

xcTlY ku shKa kalEr bJu tox

tgga lh. .

upha ku kdak mYak jaq

kYmak>>>3

bJu tox tRanspRent lH

YarabIne. .

tErgoda Jaq . .

pEnsYarah ku Lark. .

kUikuI

kU arap Pnyarah ku kUwat iMan

amEen. .

ps; iloveyou alvin mcquel . you better love me more sygg!

i'm married

2009-11-22T20:15:00.000-08:00

WANT ME.LOVE ME.MISH ME.HOLD ME.MARRY ME!!
hope u felt tat way 2 sygg..
hmm..
i du want u in my life so much..
riLi
sWear!!

hmm...

Dow kNak lh cYgg kDaktox.

asa nak cRazy jaq..

hmm..

cYgg twUq slamatox i'm da one yg mbak sial ngn nyha bhe...

gud luck okE=]

cYgg will always pray for your happiness..

sorry..

cYgg can't hate sYgg..

mAkin cYgg adh beNcik

mkn kuwat sa sygg yar bhe sYgg

cYgg still love sYgg..

love sygg like always..

i love sygg today as i do 2morrow

cause cygg love eu anyway bhe sygg

hmm..

dh lh yar ouh

stop it.

cYgg want to apologise for evrythings..

n don't worry..

cYgg nevA simpan rEvenge o wat so ever la..

cMa cKet disspointed

n mAjoq jaq

cYgg already maafkan sygg..

dhla..

cYgg can't stnd my tears anymore..

bhe...

dOw i'm stat cried

rili dun want loose u

coz

i rili2 damn luv eu!!

ps; iloveyou alvin mcquel . you better love me more .N untiL dEath us aPart!!

uPdATe!!!

2009-11-22T20:13:00.000-08:00

updateupdate .

eYow dunia bloging ku :D

cDha kerja selain snappy.

mAlam mArex

8.30 pm.

paz maNdik

Ku terus mengadakan sesi pHotogRafidRik pOwn

cOz cDha OwAnx mOx nGan ku. .

sO tKe pIx dRikpOwn Lh

HAHA perasan tol ah.

jadi, harap maklum.

Cory Pix tak sEnUgget korang buat. HAHa

bh bh. SCROLLLLLL D-O-W-N :DD

MESSY DAY!!!

MESSY DAY

CHINESE LOOK:P

BWOK AEEE

jelir jelir padan muka haha :))

dh tengok ?

heee suka nak mengisi blog aku dgn gambar2.

HAHA

euwwww

awww

HAHA

bAby sCeNe. .

2009-11-22T19:55:00.000-08:00

                                                          NICE RYTE??
                                         lYke mE. .
                                          PAsAn .
                                                                    :D

Look. .!!

hEr DaMn cUtE!!!

NICE SHOT RYTE ? ?

RILI TIYUT

HuHu

STILL CUTE

CUTE NA LIPS NYHA

OUH MY GODNEZZ!!
DAMN CUTE!!

sYggg wanT bAby. .

sYgg sEe iT tHem DaMn cUte

sYgg kAweN jUh. .:p

hUhu

Mox BaBy Wark

c dLi

BABY BABY BABY BABY!!!

MUST!!

ps; iloveyou alvin mcquel . you better love me more .N we mUst mArried!!

2009-11-22T01:40:00.000-08:00

RAENBOW***

Ntah lh pha al. .ku tox giela bambang ngan raenbow

nice rYte=]

raenbow ILY

woi ai nie. .huhu btoL kha. .

wateva

Kuikui

ku chentha raenbow changat2

seperti

i LovE hImm. . .

himm...??

_ _ _ _ _

dAMn luv eu!!

kAmeyk Raenbow

huhu

RaeNbow mAke mY lIfe kAlerFuLl

i'm addict of raenbow:P

TAKE ANTENTITION!!!

cYgg winDu Ngan sYgg bHe.

MAO TeMu MAO TeMu . .MAO tEmU aaEe :(

TeMu aJuwH sYgg? :((

sYgg sYgg sYgg

sYgg sYgg sYgg sYgg.

cYgg RNDUUU sYgg

RINDUUU GILAK :((

LAK BLIT KCHG C PT TMU GIX ?

GAHHHH. SMBG STUDY GIX ?

APUUUU. .cANt not. .

-____________-

MOK GILAK TEMU SYGG :((

I REALY MISSS YOUUUU SYGG!

ECOX MN DAPAT KWA,

KWA KEYH ?

DOW DOWN ILAK :\

MOX TEMU WARK AEE.

ALVIN MCQUEL,

HAHAHA

cYgg rndu rndu rndu rndu

rndu rndu rndu :(

rndu tahap gaban ! :((

:'(( :'(( :'((

pls. BRIK NY AN CYGG TWOZ PAT KHA
JADI MILIK CYGG TWOZ PEY MATIEY
, PAT KHA ?

haha

RNDU RNDU MAO HUG KISH KELAI NGAN

SYGG!

I LUV EU ALVIN MCQUEL=]

i wAnt u !!

totaLy Want u

so i think that was all for now . it was hella short kan ? i dont even know if there is anybody ot there yang nak bace this long piece of **** . so adios till next time ;)

ps; iloveyou alvin mcquel . you better love me more .

MaD n GwaNg sNapps=[

2009-11-21T23:44:00.000-08:00

KYMAK>>10

PHA AL KAU C ALAH NGCO IDUP KU??

PHA KAU MOX. .

GUGUR KAU KAKTOX. .

DILANTAK PUSAK KU. .

HUH
MWAH KU!!

aEe. .gugur kha nya mun knak lantak pusak ku..

kuikui!!

PHA TANGGA2. .

CUCUK MATA LARK!:P
c pwaz atiey na ku tox. .

huhu

SAD2 MOMENT=[

sYgg ILY :D

i mishhh euuu bheee. .[=

OUH MY LOVE>>2

GWANG eRkz. .

huhu

UNCHAINED MELODY

I MISHHH MY SYGGGS. .>>4

ILY >>>1000000000

CHENTHA DHEA

2009-11-21T23:03:00.000-08:00

hAte dIz pArt<<6

dOw i'm diLemma=[

SAIA BODAK TIYUT:P

MUJI DRIK<<2

HUHU

ALVIN MCQUEL POWN:P

PiSS. .loL kAmeYk mAa:p

bWok rYte=]

i have no idea

pix paz blt lalan

Ngahaha :/

mox cmao gamba suank2 jak

tkt dpdh lark gLa glamor.

huhuhu

dOw

euwww !

aWww. .

wAt?

suck -.-

daMn

cHeit---

blablablablablabla >>

2009-11-21T22:32:00.000-08:00

mox nangga pix ku tym ku jd kumang arya ?

scroll down.

HAHAHAHA.

ny la tox !

*sniff*

haha :DD

BINIEY OWANX:P

**CHILLOUT GERL**

KaMeYk sUda kAweN :p

hAhA! kU kUmANg LoL

kU pAt nO 1 arYa. .

nDa bAjiq lalow!!

hukhuk

lalalala. .ini lh ku . .ku x chanteq p ku lh beutY . .hukhuk

kU cYgg LakieY ku jAq!!

mwAhx2

I LUV EU!!

2009-11-21T21:17:00.000-08:00

CINTA SAMA KAMU SYGGS ;)

hahaha gosh being soo jiwang bha . hahaha

sygg sma sapa bha ? haha

shhtttt DIAM ! boh bisinn

bh bh

ILY :D

HEARTACHE***

2009-11-21T21:03:00.000-08:00

Arghhh ergh :///

wat can i say .

i had no mood at all today .

ergh .

love suck .

life suck .

my sygg making me feel more,

Huerghh

one word,

SUCK

FUCK

CHEIT!!!:/

bEwarE i'm uR eNemIes bItcH!!

pIss fUck 2 enEmIeS!!

rAwk rIot!!

eIy cRancHe !!

**CHILLOUT HUNNY***

oh okay .

hey sUnday :/

how are you ?

hope u r always fine .

eum . me ?

uergh .

im not okay .

need someone to talk to .

face to face .

yeah hell

face to face .

i just hate being curiosity .

eh tol ka eja ya ? ee

i wont care :/

eum .

pal ah ?

pal ?

isk .

aku bencikk

bencik idup cmtok

WHAT ? AH ?

EUM ? HUH ?
SO ?

what the shit are u talking about .

xpaxpaxpa ! :(

sygg ku still c cyak ngan ku bhe

feel lYke sUck!!!

loadinggggggg .

smiLe in brokEn heartAche [=

missunderstood!!!!

happen

AGAIN .

drama & episode ?

HAHAHAHA >.<

asa cam,

ada sesuatu

yg ku c pLo twuq

eum chamtok jaq la

OKAY AKU TWUQ AKU SALAH BHE

KAU BERHAK BENCIK AKU .

LAYAN KU UPHATOX. .

P KU C CURANK NGN KOE BHE

TRULY I LUV EU!!

BUT U TREAT ME . .

KYMAK>6

HATE IT

PLIZZ STOP IT

IF U RILI MAD W ME

tapi, boh smpe camtok eh .

cda mud aku pk hal ya bh .

idup pn xbahgia .

asa cam, eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

realy need someone

to talk too .

ohhh

LALA,NANA OBAY,NAA KREX

CHRISTY. .MY SIZ N SYGGGS:(

i wish u guys here with me :[

oh i wish so :/

but aa,

:((

just want u guys know

that aaa

im not okay, and i need

you guys here heaps ! :(

LAST2 KU SNAP PIX DRIKPOWN!!

***SUCK,FUCK,CHEIT,DAMN**

KYMAK AEE>3!!!

I NEED HELP.

PLEASE, some one ? :(

ku moQ

poblem ku setel

ku cmok bncik kau

and HUN ! :(

IMYSMTT ! :((

hop esok pat jmp ktk eh .

down ilak asa tok :(

yala

kymak da jak

isk

:(
:{
:[

:(((((

bha bha

smpey ctox lok

mao ngs aee

isk ://////

bh bh.

byee MWAHSS ! :(

** HEARTACHE***

kEep thInking oF him

2009-11-21T12:00:00.000-08:00

yes. Dis is how i looked that day.

friday night.

3o december 2009.

CIBAINYEE.

haha gila bha. lala eycesh me at dat nyte

oumph. . c shka lh nya pea. .

i try 2 be da besh frenz 2 her. .

i'm failed

i'm havin problz. . mish my syygs bahh. cpha. aku chill

*CHILLOUT GERL*

hahaha . eran mNa peNauk kU jaq lh

btw. tadik tym ku bljr moto i meet her . . kaban chama ckowhl akuuuu :DD

haha Ng lawak ! mena wark yha nyha ouh. tga ry jaoh mmg dh dak yar meme

tp taquet mao tegoo. gegehhh ! tkt chalah owannk bha kan. hee haha

YAY :D MEME NYMAN SA nYAWA KU PAT TMU KOE GIx

UUUUU XSGKA IIII ! hahahah x))

kEREX!!

hmmp. ku moa jmpa sYgg ku ! huu

mala c pat jmp nyha.sYgg mmg sak aty an aku eh :/

cphacpha. tggu laaaa kelak . ada msa ta jmp k sygg ! huhu

bah bah .

muahx3 ! xoxo, mem eIybie ;)

moment of hearting

2009-11-21T11:42:00.000-08:00

EYOW ;)

hello wOrLd!

sniff**

hahahaha off for two weeks ?

lom gix sampe two weeks, my tgn gatal gLa mao catit blog !

mNyak cyta yg ku mok kongsi

cara aku belajar lam idup. idup untuk berjaya.

belajar belajar dan belajar.

alangkah skema nyaaa eh x)

hmp. my whole life? today was cranche shots.

i was study for it, but. still

i was like. OMG.why did thIn happen 2 me was so hard like a stone ? haha

silly me :[ it make me thing, like.

i was like KYMAK AEEe

make me wanna say, IM GIVE UP :(

give up to stAy here. . isk tak guna .

im tired for it. ahhh :(

taken ? yes i am. i admit that now ;)

tanpa ragu ragu.

tanpa curiga

tanpa malu

tanpa mempedulikan apa orang kata

kU tetap dhea punya

papew al ku still chentha dhea:p

why was my word like that ? ahahah

yeah. just wanna tell sebahagian peeps,

yg shuka campo adok lam hal aku. huh

no offense. i dont care btw.

aku ctwuq mok cyak chapa

tapi yala.

aku just harap nya iklas. yajak :D

and i think he is sincere. HAHA

tOx gIx bEsh. .

hahaha ptg teq kzen meyk cyta.

da cowanx genx ny. hmp

whos that guy name?

haha

HAZEL

cute name x)

ctwuq knk. tang da ku tetaq nenga nama yar

suka ku dga naama HAZEL

i keep on telling him

HAZEL HAZEL HAZEL haha x)

he might think i am crazy. haha lol gahhhh ;p

tapi ng benaaa. cute bhe HAZEELL. haha

then he said,

*owanx ny pown tiyut bhe baa*

hahahaha

then i was like

*mena koe kuda ? haha hingin ku mox twuq chpa yar*

he ansewered,

*dha masa bhe. lawak nya baa haha*

ah im curious ! mok twuq wark

gne pa HAZEEEEELLL ;)

da c kdak upha brad pitt kha??

n i keep thinkg hu dat

euww . .

taq owanx mox twuq kha pney upha nyha . .:p

tox lh HAZELLL!!

huhu

tiyut rYte:p

dow. .

i'm feel sleeping

okay then

im tired typing. haha.

muahx2 :]

mrs eiybie

mAoo kAmOo!!

2009-11-21T11:13:00.000-08:00

It's been a while since I have seen you,
I really miss you.
I miss holding you,
I miss kissing you.

It's the funnest thing,
we neva known each other

I was 16 when we met,
It was juz day of my 16th birthday,

n i c u at bus stand. .
And i think i will always remember that moment.

You used to come and see me all the time.
I know I'm not a beautiful girl,
maybe not even average,
I'm just me.

I have felt these feelings for so long.
I think that in some way you have feelings for me.
I know that we wont be anymore than friends,
I guess thats fine cause i know i cant change that.

So as long as we see each other every so often.
To me you really are the perfect guy,
You make me laugh and smile.
I get butterflies in my tummy every time i see you.
I love you very much no matter what...

I stand near
To see you clear
In despair, I wait
Fastening the woeful fate

Whisper the mourn
I shall not turn
Till I catch your sight
I know, it is tight

Haunted dreams touch me not
Because I deny the knot
Which could let me free
And you hesitate to agree

I have nothing left,
As you has already theft,
My love is as deep as ever,
I swear, it can halt never.

I love you alvin mcquel. .=]

sYggs. .=[ i'm stIll mIsh eu!!

2009-11-21T10:59:00.000-08:00

bad things happen just now.im gado w him.hampir break :( feel hurt.
huuu.dunnoe wat will happen afta this
.i need him.huuu.
im sory cz i hurt u b.huuu.feel uncomfortable.
wanna cry and tell everyone dat i love him.huuuu.
i hope he understand.i know wat is real love mean now.
im not playing aroud w his feelin.huuuu.
i hope he can understand.far away from him make me hurt :( i miss him all the time.
i cant stop thinking about him.huuu.
this love burden me.i need my b.i hope he noe now dat i rili love him.huuuu :(

i never ever wanted you to feel this way I never ever wanted this All I really want now is for you to stay Please stay with me Please stay with me.!!!

it may not always be so; and I say
    that if your lips,which I have loved, should
    touch another's, and your dear strong fingers clutch
    his heart, as mine in time not far away;
    if on another's face your sweet hair lay
    in such a silence as I know, or such
    great writhing words as, uttering overmuch,
    stand helplessly before the spirit at bay;
    if this should be, i say if this should be-
    you of my heart, send me a little word;
    that I may go unto him, and take his hands,
    saying, Accept all happiness from me.
    Then shall I turn my face, and hear one bird
    sing terribly afar in the lost lands.
    unlove's the heavenless hell and homeless home
    ...lovers alone wear sunlight.

    yes is a world
    & in this world of
    yes live
    (skilfully curled)
    all worlds

    "... here is the deepest secret nobody knows
    (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
    and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
    higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
    and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
    i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)..." b i luv eU!!

    may i feel said he
    i'll squeal said she
    just once said he
    it's fun said she
    may i touch said he
    how much said she
    a lot said he
    why not said she
    (let's go said he
    not too far said she
    what's too far said he
    where you are said she
    may i stay said he
    which way said she
    like this said he
    if you kiss said she
    may i move said he
    is it love said she
    if you're willing said he
    but you're killing said she
    but it's life said he
    but your wife said she
    now said he)
    ow said she
    tiptop said he
    don't stop said she
    oh no said he
    go slow said she cccome? said he
    ummm said she
    you're divine! said he
    you are Mine said she

    i carry your heart with me,
    i carry it in my heart and i'm never without it.
    anywhere i go, you go, my dear.
    and whatever is done, by only me, is your doing, my darling.
    i fear no fear for you are my fate, my sweet.
    i want no world for beautiful, you are my world my true.
    it's you or whatever a moon has always meant,
    and whatever a sun will always sing is you.
    here is the deepest secret nobody knows
    here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
    and the sky of the trree called life
    which grows higher and higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide
    and this is the wonder that is keeping the stars apart
    i carry your heart,
    i carry it in my heart.

    "i don't know what it is about you that closes and opens, only something in me understands
    the voice in your eyes is deeper than all roses."
    ~ee cummings~

2009-11-21T06:00:00.000-08:00

eVeRyoNe cAn sEe Hu i appear tO bE. .bUt u jUz dUn nOe mE [=

i;m nOt pErfEct!! i'm aNnoY eU! i pIss u oFf!! SaY sTupId sTufF, n tAke iT bAck.
BuT pUt aLl Dat asIde N i'm sUre u wiLl sEe u"ll nEva fInd a gErL daT cAres n LuV u More Than mE=[

eIyBa sHuKa RaEnbOw. .KaMeYk beWlOnG wIt hIm mY mR eIyBiE !!!

mY mInd gOne bLank

2009-11-21T05:02:00.000-08:00

em ehem . yeah , lemme clear my voice , crack my knuckles . because this aint gonna be short . im gonna blab about my whole dilemma or watever you peeps might call this err , shit . so this is where it beginsee . i was seriously considering that option ohh . its like better than anything at that time . tapi sayang lah to waste this nearly 7 months of relationship just because this crap occurs , and it can be solved . so im trying to solve this and i think by the time i finished this post . everythingbetter . i hope he will change because last time he said so , he totally didnawtt . and i will try to be a better girlfriend . but hey , i told him that im difficult to be with when he wanted to be with me so no complaining no whining no merajuking and no stop contacting me when i told you people had been doing this and that giving this and that to me okey . i hate it when u suddenly stop msging me and outta the blue started msging me again without apologizing . i hate that . this is what i told him; one; i need attention from u [ alot ] . two; i need you to show me that u love me always . three; i need to know im the only girl for you and you have ur eyes for me only . four; not scared to show ur love in public . that is just the beginning ;) there are a lot more to come . tee heee .

so i think that was all for now . it was hella short kan ? i dont even know if there is anybody ot there yang nak bace this long piece of **** . so adios till next time ;)

ps; iloveyou alvin mcquel . you better love me more .